how's about another random update:


where to start?

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i'm back at caribou, i was working at best buy over the holiday season and had left caribou in hopes that they (best buy) would keep me on after the holiday season was over...didn't really work out so i'm back to the 'bou. which is a good and bad thing;

good because it's a job i'm comfortable with and i'm hoping i can get myself back to normal(i'll explain in a lil' bit don't worry),
bad because my wonderful fiance hates me working there, doesn't like my manager or how she runs the place and I don't blame her, but it's what ive got for now.

We've FINALLY set a date for the wedding and we have our venue,photographer and dj booked so i'm pretty excited, not so much the paying for it part but that comes later down the timeline here.

So I'll be a Mr.Dufault + family on August,4th 2013. I'm excited.

now onto my normality or lack there-of.

I feel like i've lost  bits of myself over the years and that i've had to patch myself together with things that aren't really me. (just  rambling so humor me dammit)

I feel like I owe apologies to people, the mistakes i've made are in the past but for some reason i can't seem to let them go, and I don't know why but i've been remembering them more often lately, even though they're as fresh in my mind as the day they happened.

I love my life right now, don't mistake that, but sometimes i wish i could go back a few summers, no worries, just the summer nights and bonfires,smoke and ashes.

anyways....


I have a request for those who read this, let me know how you get inspiration, however you do it i wanna know.